Endless possibilities for a young body and even a younger soul.
Crashed again and again;all in the brain. The brightness in the future is uncertain & the art as a consolation prize isn’t even a chance.
Nights and nights on intensive care.
Machines on your head. Tubes all over your body; blood extractions everyday.
The wait list is long and the surgeries are endless.
The roomate screaming, evil nurses, histeria so they say and acceptance all the way.
For someone so young to fall so fast. Not being able to see daylight without collapsing all at the same time.
The process is slow. they repeat. It can come back anytime they repeat.
But there is still brightness ahead; just carry on and learn to live with the pain.

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This concept album is my way to try to show through some samples and original analog synth works what I’ve been through the past few months since I’ve been diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri and Hemorrhage on my brain. It is set during my hospitalization. I hope with this I can get to express my deepest feelings of what has been a very complex process and still is for myself and my loved ones.